F*ckbuddy got kinky ;)

That is correct, I have the bite marks on the inside of my thighs to prove it. Holy shit, he held me down and did dirty dirty things to me. He literally had me screaming his name last night. I’m so wonderfully sore today. I was squirming around so bad he literally threatened to go get rope and tie me down. LMAO, you know I started squirming a hell of a lot worse than that…I wish he would have got the rope out. My life is pretty much complete, my wonderful f*ckbuddy is getting kinky..I’m gonna try to manipulate him into getting the rope out tonight. 😉 I wonder if I can sneak and call him daddy, then my life would seriously be complete. OMFG, can my life get any better? Probably not.

Confession: I’ve had a Dom before.

Yup, too bad he’s out of the picture. I called him daddy, yes…daddy. He of course wasn’t actually my father before everyone starts screaming incest. Daddy was good at what he did that’s for sure, he’d bend me over his lap and spank me until I would cry. We never actually had intercourse, there was foreplay, he liked to shove his dick down my throat and bite my clit. He was a lot of fun…too bad he got all serious about his girlfriend, who by the way, is super boring and not submissive.  He still calls me up every once in a while to make me cream my panties just a little. 😉 His number is still saved in my phone as Daddy, and I still do call him Daddy, it would just be disrespectful to refer to him as anything else. And of course, f*ckbuddy doesn’t know about Daddy.

Speaking of, I might just get in contact with Daddy again, I could use some kinky play. 😉

What do you guys think of me getting in contact with Daddy?

Oh, I’m controversial?

Thanks. 🙂 That was kind of the point of this blog, I’m not here to make friends, although friends would be nice. I’m here to tell you all my dirty little secrets, fantasies, and fetishes. I’m different, I’m obnoxious, and absolutely ridiculous. I absolutely am respectful of anyone’s opinion, so maybe you should be respectful of mine. So, speaking of opinions, let’s hear yours. What do you think of The Secrets, my beautiful little series of confessions? What other topics could I cover to satisfy your reading needs, or maybe…which one’s could I elaborate on a little more? 😉 OR, are there more parts of my life you would like to know more about? You can email me at: secretsofasouthernbelleblog@gmail.com or just leave it in the comments. 🙂

I vote more BDSM and bondage play talk myself. 😉 I need sub buddy.

Confession: I have trouble making myself orgasm

I do and it’s the weirdest thing ever. I wonder why that is. With f*ckbuddy I am in orgasmic bliss after about 10 seconds, but I really struggle to get myself to the point of orgasm…even with the help of toys. I really wish I could make myself feel the way he makes me feel, I’d never need a man again. I honestly would probably never leave my bed again. Oh my damn, I definitely wouldn’t leave my bed again. I don’t understand when most women say that the orgasms they give themselves are better than the ones that are given to them by men…that’s redic. I also feel sorry for women who can’t orgasm from penetration, that would be terrible. Oh, and don’t forget the women who hardly orgasm during sex in general. It’s not their fault really, it’s the men’s fault. Or a breakdown in communication could be at fault, really just depends on the situation. My ex had a huge dick, didn’t know what to do with it, and had a hard time bringing me to that oh so sweet orgasmic bliss. F*ckbuddy is very much under average, and he has no issue. And no, it’s not like throwing a hot dog down a hallway, I can feel his dick just fine, I don’t have sex with anyone else, therefore when I get my once a month fuck, it’s a nice, tight fit. And honestly, most women don’t have issues with their vagina being loose. Insecure men who suck in bed just use that as an excuse to suck in bed. 😉

I broke a nail having sex

A FAKE nail, professionally done. Now just to clarify, I struggle to get my nails off trying. F*ckbuddy and I were going at it the other night and yeah…my nail broke. It was that kinda night. 😉 Holy damn, if I could do that every night I would…but that was also the night he put me in the hospital with his dick. Not many men have that kind of bragging rights.

Beauty School

That’s right people, I start beauty school next week, this girl is super excited about it. I’ll be going to Paul Mitchell The School. It’s costing me a pretty penny but it’ll be well worth it. 🙂 F*ckbuddy is pretty excited for me and that’s pretty cool, he’ll be starting school again here soon also. Yay for us both trying to be successful. 🙂

You should be with a man who plays guitar..

F*ckbuddy plays guitar, and trust me….he can move them damn fingers. 😉 I thought of this yesterday morning when we finally got into bed and he then proceeded to give me multiple orgasms with those amazing fingers. I get shivers just thinking about those amazing things. Like if someone ever threatened to hurt his fingers, I would attack them. No lie, hands down…they would be attacked. When I masturbate, it doesn’t even compare to what he can do with his fingers, even when I use a toy.

f*ckbuddy is in the building and he’s confusing me

Well actually, he’s not in the building I’m currently in…but his visit has begun. Yes it has. How freaking awesome. BUT, he acts more and more like we are in an official relationship as time passes. Like last night, he was like so what time do we need to go to bed tomorrow night, I know you have to work. I was like wtf, you’re going to quit partying with your friends to go to bed early with me because I have work? That is so freaking sweet. Absolutely adorable. I just wish the let’s make this shit facebook official conversation would come up. But last night was amazing, joking around, cuddling, kissing, holding hands, fucking…all the good shit happened. 😉 I’ll make sure to keep you guys updated on this visit, let’s cross our fingers that something good happens. 🙂

F*ckbuddy will be paying me almost a week long visit;)

So you know what that means, I am going to be busy and tired for the next little while. He’ll be here to see me in just a few short days. ;0 This girl is extremely excited, I can’t wait until he’s fucking my little brains out. It’ll be pretty much amazing.

F*ckbuddy invited me to his house!

As in HIS house, like seriously. Usually we hang out at his Dad’s house which, coincidentally, is right next door to mine. He lives more than an hour away, so he just comes to me. BUT, he actually invited me to come to his house to meet his mom and such. Could this mean what I think it means? Could it? Wow, I’m literally just so freaking excited I can barely contain myself. The end result of this is going to be really awesome or really terrible, part of me is nervous to see which. I can’t wait until I go, it’s looking like I will be going to see him in the next few weeks.<3